You have a plan for your life. A pretty good one.
Everything is arranged and in motion.
.....and then something happens....
Right now due to economical situations...
Our family made up our minds to support
Hubby/Dad while he traveled for work.
Trying to get his family's financial situation back on track,
he decided to change career paths and accept
a traveling position with a large company.
By careful budgeting and sacrificing of our comfort zone,
we are on track to Feel the freedom of being
financially stable Approx 1 year from now.
If you only knew how much sacrifice and
discipline this will take....
If you only knew the numbers....
But if you know my Family...
If you could know how much this means to us...
if you only knew exactly what we have gone through...
what we had to give up temporarily....
what we have had to let go of for now
in order to be where we want to be long term...
You would understand how important it is to make this
happen. Not Later....
We began traveling in sept. of 09.
You might not think that is very long...
It has been a doozy to say the least.
BUT WE WERE DETERMINED NOT TO SACRIFICE
OUR FAMILY BEING ALL TOGETHER
JUST FOR THE SAKE OF TEMPORAL
so we all committ to travel... as a family... for a year...
....AND THEN THE UNFORSEEN
An 11 yr old boy in our hotel, that we have grown to know quite well, was pulled into
a hotel room by a man who didn't have the best
of intentions on his mind.
by the grace of God,
that little boy got away.
The man was arrested within minutes.
It stirred me up into near hysterics.
Everything i have always swore to do,
as far as protecting my children,the best i can,
at all costs,
from that type of predator.....
from things that i went through...
What if it was my child?
What if ?
The odds are not in our favor
living in a hotel with such neighbors that
we have right now....
I am battling coming home with the kids.
i don't wanna break up the family ...
but i cannot ignore the pain
that this situation has stirred up
in my heart.
this happened 3 doors down from us.
i know bad thngs happen everywhere...
but HOME sounds pretty safe right now.
I dont wanna "cop out" on
our plan..... but i also dont wanna
put my family in unecessary danger...
The kids and i might be on our way home.
life isnt always cut and dry...
plans cant always be followed through with....
because of the
i've got some praying to do.